Mean people. Mean. HAHAHA. K.

Mean people. Mean. HAHAHA. K.

Leggo dark mocha. :)

Leggo dark mocha. :)

Never fall in love with a poet

Disclaimer. Originally from http://hellopoetry.com/poem/233690/never-fall-in-love-with-a-poet/
Never fall in love with a poet

for their words are sometimes lies
on occasions they’re a shield
on occasions a disguise

They will take you on a journey
upon which they bare their soul
in a bid to ease your burdens
in a bid to make you whole

But in every word they choose
for the stories that they tell
lies a little piece of heaven
and a little piece of hell

Tormented souls we poets are
sometimes quite broken and despaired
in search of lost expressions
missed by others who once cared

Never fall in love with a poet
unless you’re prepared to share their pain
to hold them close on the darkest nights
over and again

I’m crazy and I know it.

No. I’m stupid. No. Both. Yes, both. Both for feeling this way. Towards you. :/ Gahd fats.

TO-DO before SMC:

  • Fix pull-out form
  • Diffcal homework
  • Engphy ASA 3 and Activity 2
  • Edit sports news—go to miss babasa
  • Collect news from ate lyka, audrey and kuya patrick
  • Go to lamp—interview pls
  • finish faith news
  • stake for the nation vid
  • my jesus ppt

Walang pasok haggardness

Wala na namang pasok. :3 Five days na ang bakasyon last week, tapos nagkaroon na naman ng two days na walang pasok. Okay sana kung may internet at kuryente e, kaso wala. Ngayon nga lang ulit ako nakapag-internet.

Anyways, yon. Ang hirap. Sobrang nahuhuli kaming lahat sa klase. Tapos ang bagal ng takbo ng campus section kasi hindi ako makapag-edit at hindi rin makapag-interview at makapagsulat ang writers ko gawa nga lagi walang pasok at kuryente. :/ Nakakalungkot na.

Ngayon, extra hassle pa gawa ng SMC (Student Media Congress). Friday-Saturday kasi yon. E 12 hours bale ng major ko ang hindi ko ma-a-attendan. Naghahabol pa naman. Anyways, hindi naman ako masyado nanghihinayang don,  kasi para to kay Ser Bruce. Hassle lang kasi puro holiday at nahihirapan ako mag-prepare para sa mga klaseng mami-miss ko.

Kwentong SMC, ayun. Hindi dapat ako sasama. Nung nakapag-decide akong hindi ako sasama, kakausapin ko na sana si Sir Bruce, para magpaalam kung pwedeng iba nalang. Kaso, bigla bigla naman nya akong inunahan sa pagpapaalam. :( :’( Ayun. Sabi ko, sige, para sa kanya, kasi ito ang huling ibinilin nya saken. :/

Yon.

Ibang kwento naman.

Ngayong araw, medyo BV ako kasi iniwan ko ang libro at notebook ko sa calculus sa school. Ang bigat kasi. Tapos nawalan nga ng pasok, e ang haba ng assignment ko. Tapos nag-hahabol nga ako dun. Yun. So ibang subject ang inaral ko. Poligov (politivs and governance). After ko mag-advance dun, nagbasa at nagtry ako magsagot ng activity sa Physics lab. At yon, shet. Wala akong alam. Sobrang nakaka-bv kasi sobrang nahuhuli kami sa lecture. :/ Basta. Tapos ang pangit pa ng foundation ko sa physics nung high school. Hindi ko nga naaral noon ang acceleration at projectile at vectors na yan. Hayyy. Kaasar.

Anyways, dahil naasar na ako, nag-scrapbooking nalang ako. Naipon narin ang ikakapit e. Yun. Haha. Masaya. Tapos naubusan naman ako ng paste. Epic. Edi yon. Tigil din. HAHA.

Tapos nagtext sya. Nagyayaya kumain. Tapos yon. Basta. HAHAHA. Tapos nag-load ako sa broadband kasi nung kinompute ko ang oras ko, hindi ko pala kayang tapusin lahat ng preperations for SMC kapag wala akong ginawa tonight. May nagawa naman akong konti. Ayos nayon. Sana wag mawalan ng pasok sa Thursday. Sana walang pasok sa Batangas sa Friday at Saturday. Para wala ako ma-miss. HAHAHA. Basta. Masaya naman ako. Excited para bukas. Basta. Kwento ako bukas. HAHAHA. Nyt. Lol.

I suck at taking selfies. Haha. Anyways, happy 18th birthday tin! :)

Okay lang naman siguro kiligin mag-isa no?

HAHAHA. Normal pa naman siguro ako no? hahaha. Sarreh. Andami kasi rason para sumaya ngayong araw. HAHA.

Nakakaasar lang, kelangan ko pumunta sa guidance. O well. :3 Sarap sana mag-tumblr. Tumblrrrrr, I miss yow! :DD See ya latur. Dami ko kwento. Hehe. :D

Walang pasok to-do

Walang pasok bukas kasi may bagyo (hihihi, salamat Glenda!), at tamang tama kasi natambakan na talaga ako ng gawain. :) Anyways, eto, to-do.

  • Write faith news
  • edit sports news
  • edit kuya patrick’s news
  • edit audrey’s news
  • write column
  • write utak
  • start poligov paper
  • study diffcal

O well. Ilan kaya rito ang magagawa ko? Haha. Leggo Fats!

I tried watching a movie.

You gave me three movies to watch. Yung dalawa don, ayaw mag-play ng ayos kasi masyadong malaki ang frame width, e maliit lang tong laptop ko. However, yung isa, nag-play naman ng maayos. Pero di ko kinaya. Masyado kitang naaalala sa main character. :3

Boys

Medyo nakakadisturb lang.
Kumain ako kanina with some boy friends at medyo nakakadisturb lang ang pinag-usapan nila. Oo, I know it’s normal for them to objectify girls, especially body of women, nadisturb lang ako kanina kasi sa harapan ko. Haha. Anyways, so much for that.

Kanina nga din, ni-open up ko sa isa sa kanila yung tungkol kay someone. Tapos nadisturb din lang ako sa naging opinyon nya. Well, hindi ko nga lang siguro nakikita ang side na yon kaya ako nabigla.

Yes, boys are boys. Medyo nawala yun sa isip ko. Pero still, iba ang pagkakakilala ko sa kanya. At hindi naman talaga possible yung sinasabi nya. Well, medyo naman. Pero malabo talaga. Lalong lalo na kase hindi naman ako maganda or hot para i-chicks. Lol. Nadisturb nga lang ako. Basta. Namiss ko lang humingi ng guy’s opinion.

Happy :)

6 hours vacant ko.

Yung buong vacant na yon, nag-aral lang ako sa calculus.

Nag-quiz kame.

Hindi ko nasagutan ng ayos.

Pag-uwi ko, naggawa pa ko ng assignment.

Pero masaya ako. HAHA.

Well, you were there. We talked for a while. That’s enough reason. HAHA.

Shet. You knowledge of this blog unfortunately can’t stop me from posting. Go away. HAHAHA.

Andami lang feels ng kantang to: :3

My shattered dreams and broken heart

Are mending on the shelf
I saw you holding hands
Standing close to someone else
Now I sit all alone
Wishing all my feelings was gone
I gave my best to you
Nothing for me to do
But have one last cr
One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I gotta put you out of my mind this time
Stop living a lie
I guess I’m down to my last cry

Cry…..

I was here
You were there
Guess we never could agree
While the sun shines on you
I need some love to rain on me
Still I sit all alone
Wishing all my feelings was gone
Gotta get over you
Nothing for me to do
But have one last cry

One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I gotta put you out of my mind
For the very last time 
Stop living a lie

[Bridge:]
I know I gotta be strong
Cause round me life goes on and on
And on ….
And on ….

[Chorus:]
One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I gotta put you out of my mind
For the very last time 
Been living a lie

I guess I’m down,
I guess I’m down,
I guess I’m down…
I guess I’m down…
To my last cry…

:3 ewan.

No smoking

  • Me: Nakakadalawa[ng mcdo] ka na this month
  • Him: It would be cheaper to smoke haha
  • Me: Haha I was thinking about that earlier
  • Him: I miss it :(
  • Me: I know. Ikaw bahala. Malaki ka na.
  • Him: Ala, you might hate me if I do haha
  • Me: Haha I dont know. Like I can.
  • : )
  • Bale, five months na since huli syang nag-smoke. Nakakatuwa lang isipin. haha. But really, medyo naaawa ako. Kita ko kung gano nya namimiss. : 3
  • About sa 2 mcdo, sabi kasi nya, twice a month lang sya magfa-fast food. HAHA.

I want to befriend you more, but I cant.

You’re a really good person. A really good and caring friend. You crack the corniest jokes (cornier than mine, promise HAHAHA), and I enjoy talking to you. You’ve been showing me how much you care, and I really appreciate it, and somehow, it makes me sad. I can’t risk being closer to you. Because I don’t think I can give you what you want me to give you. :/ Eff feelings. :3